HELLO ALL CAMP WAS STINKING GREAT.
GREAT+GREAT=SUPERB.

Today will be a mega long post.
Wont be separating the day 1 day 2 that kind.
Food was ok. Just that first day practically sucked.
Like yeah. to the point that we had rice and hotdogs w chili sauce for breakfast.
LOL.

Ok, back to camp.. Jokes first.
Then experiencing God.

Learnt tamil.
So funny.

nan: I
ni: you
(ka-lir): rock.
(poh-di): get lost(for girls.)
(poh-da): get lost(for guys)

V: JOEL, JOASH, PODI!!
Joel & Joash: U PODA!
V:U shutup. nan kalir, ni podi!!
Sheena: nan kalir is not i rock, is i AM a rock.

WTH, we laugh like mad?! really funny la.
Then fabian was bring so retarded on the bus?
nvm. U must be present then these jokes will funny.
):

Joel won the best commando award.
Bo best dressed. x:

Oh yeah.
Pastor Jude was so stinking funny la.
He teased joel about being goodlooking
"The person who marries u is so lucky huh"
Then at night, he told joel someone said God told her she's marrying joel.
Jokingly of cos.
Then he told sheena, matthew's gonna marry her.
matthew stood up, and after sometime, he started running after sheena.
MAN, IT WAS SO FUNNY.
He like chased her ard the whole hall!
he even knelt down.
SO FUNNY MANNNNNN.

ok nowwwwww.
I shall share my experience w you all. Minor things first.

The worship yesterday was super.
everyone was just enjoying God's presence, and qianhui said it was so beautiful.
So i think, if we can do this in camp, why not edge? is there any difference?

Then there was this sermon about addiction,
and i thought, "i no addiction"
Then god told me, how about maple?
So yeah i went up, and now im freeeeee from maple. :D
I was really sorry i let maple take over god's position in my life,
So i kept apologizing, and i was weeping my eyes out.
Then i saw a vision, of this wedding place w lots of flowers.
Just a flash.
Then God said, "You are still my bride."

Then yesterday,
people were prayed for that they'll have the gift of tongues.
So i was praying for myself too, as in, i was praying god will touch me again.
And pastor jude pointed out joel & rachel, that they will be able to expand the ministry greatly or something? And he prophesied(sp?) to many people.
And i thought, why he never tell me? Am i not that important to God?

But it seems that God's so far away,
and i saw desmond and co being slain by the spirit, enjoying god's presence,
and i asked god,
"god, why is it that i cant get all these? You said you will not leave me, but why cant i feel you now? Dont you want me anymore?"

I tried to focus,
I was focusing very hard alr, i was speaking in tongues,
But i still couldnt feel god's presence.
I was seriously sad, and they got this second opportunity thing to ask us to rededicate our lives to God. So i went up,
And i kept asking why god wasnt revealing anything to me.
Then He said, "ask Dawn."

I was like, ask what?
Then i remembered, Dawn shared about this crying thing @ encounter.
So she said,
"You dont have to cry to show that god's touching you, Just cos u neh cry doesn mean god isn doing anything in your life, Whatever u prayed for, god listens, and if he never answers it right there and then on the spot, it means that He wants you to be more patient, and seek after him more."

Then today they shared testimonies,
and then this girl mentioned, sometimes we dont get a touch from god cos of our pride. like, sometimes we dont dare to speak out loud in tongues, or dont dare to jump around, and do whatever we like when we worship, we're afraid of what people think of us. how true?

And there were many people who said they were disappointed pastor jude never tell them anything, and they had the same thoughts as me. But then, they said, they'd rather God speak to them himself than someone tell them.

So ya God has always been good to me.
And no matter what we did, he still loves us.
& he died for us no matter we like it or not.

& i was thinking,
How did the world come about if no God created it?
If is like, something burst and boom the universe is formed,
How did that something come about?

And our God who heals, loves us so much,
and communicates w us,
how can it be pure coincidence, that sickness is healed
How could it be us hallucinating that god's talking to us,
when the vision or what God told us happens?
So many pure coincidences?

(:
I've heard so many testimonies,
you could ask me for some if you want.
(:

YEAH OK THATS ALLLLL.
STREET EVANGELIZING. :D

ahaha im a holy girl.
:D

JESUS ILYYYYYY.